It's okay. I think that it's a Japanese thing, so if you're a Westerner, I can see why you haven't heard of them before. And, well... being a magical girl and fighting didn't seem so bad at first. I-I mean, of course it was dangerous! I always knew there was a chance of getting hurt, or... or worse, and it was scary, but I really thought that if I was helping to keep people safe, it didn't matter. But - but that isn't just it at all. N-not in the end.